Tangga - Utuh

 

Semakin ku ingkari, semakin ku mengerti
Hidup ini tak lengkap tanpamu
Aku mengaku bisa tapi hati tak bisa

Sesungguhnya ku berpura-pura
Relakan kau pilih cinta yang kau mau
Sesungguhnya ku tak pernah rela
Karena ku yang bisa membuat hatimu utuh

Sakit yang ku rasa bukan karena dia
Tapi karena kau pilih cinta yang salah
Aku mengaku bisa tapi hati tak bisa

Sesungguhnya ku berpura-pura
Relakan kau pilih cinta yang kau mau
Sesungguhnya ku tak pernah rela
Karena ku yang bisa membuat hatimu utuh

Ku akui sesungguhnya aku berpura-pura
Relakan kau pilih cinta yang kau mau
Dan aku tak bisa

Tak bisa ku biarkan kau tersiksa

Disisihkan cinta bertahta …
Ku katakan padamu tempatmu di hati
Cintaku membuatmu utuh

Sesungguhnya ku tak pernah rela

Karena ku yang bisa, karena hanya ku yang bisa
Membuat hatimu utuh

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How Am I Supposed To Live Without You

I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'
Someone's swept your heart away
From the look upon your face, I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the
Plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

(I didn't come here for cryin') Too proud for cryin'
Didn't come here to break down
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you
When I built my world around
The hope that one day we'd be so much
More than friends
And I don't wanna know the price I'm
Gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take

Michael Bolton, penyanyi tahun 90an yang bentar lagi bakalan duet sama Agnes Monica. Tiba-tiba keinget lagu lama ini. Ayah biasanya nyetel lagu-lagu lama ini di vcd tua miliknya. CD pertama yang ayah punya bener-bener dirawat. Dikasi tisu Paseo dikotaknya supaya CD-nya ga lecet. Dibersihin tiap minggu. CD pertama milik ayah itu bajakan, itupun dikasih sama yang jual VCD sebagai uji coba. Tapi ayah suka banget. Soalnya lagu-lagunya ya lagu-lagu jaman si ayah. Ada si Michael Bolton, Phil Collins, Madonna, Celine Dion, dll dah..

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Maliq & D'essentials - Pilihanku ^_^

Berjuta rasa rasa yang tak mampu diungkapkan kata-kata
Dengan beribu cara-cara kau selalu membuat ku bahagia
Kau adalah alasan dan jawaban atas semua pertanyaan
Yang benar-benar kuinginkan hanyalah kau untuk selalu di sini ada untukku

Maukah kau tuk menjadi pilihanku
Menjadi yang terakhir dalam hidupku
Maukah kau tuk menjadi yang pertama
Yang selalu ada di saat pagi ku membuka mata

Oh..
Ijinkan aku memilikimu, mengasihimu, menjagamu, menyayangimu,
memberi cinta, memberi semua yang engkau inginkan
selama aku mampu aku akan berusaha
mewujudkan semua impian dan harapan
tuk menjadi kenyataan

Maukah kau tuk menjadi pilihanku
Menjadi yang terakhir dalam hidupku
Maukah kau tuk menjadi yang pertama
Yang selalu ada di saat pagi ku membuka mata

Jadilah yang terakhir
Tuk jadi yang pertama
Tuk jadi selamanya…

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Eternal Flame - The Bangles

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming?
Is this burning an eternal flame?

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?

Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?

Is this burning an eternal flame?

An eternal flame?

(Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?)

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Fix You - ColdPlay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

ketika semua yang kita harapkan terus terjadi secara berlawanan, ketika semua yang kita inginkan harus berhadapan dengan realita yang ada, entah mengapa.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

dan ketika semua harus berakhir dengan kehilangan, dan kepergian sosok yang tak akan pernah bisa tergantikan, ketika melihat dirinya memilih yang lain, tak bisakah lebih parah dari semua ini, saya muak!

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth


Tears streaming down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

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Eye of The Tiger

Rising up, back on the street, Did my time, took my chances
Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet
Just a man and his will to survive.

So many times, it happens too fast, You change your passion for glory.
Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past, You must fight just to keep them alive.
 

It's the eye of the tiger, it's the cream of the fight,
Risin' up to the challenge of our rival,
And the last known survivor stalks his prey in the night,

And he's watchin' us all in the eye of the tiger.

 

Face to face, out in the heat,
Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry,
They stack the odds 'til we take to the street,
For we kill with the skill to survive,

Rising up, straight to the top,
Have the guts, got the glory,
Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop,
Just a man and his will to survive.

 (Salah satu motivasional paling terkenal di masanya, bahkan hingga sekarang. Lagu yang aslinya dinyanyikan oleh grup musik Survivor ini, muncul sebagai salah satu original soundtrack dari film legendaris ROCKY BALBOA, film jaman dahulu yang diperankan oleh Sylvester Stallone)

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I Need A Doctor (Eminem. Dre. Rodriguez)

I'm about to lose my mind, you’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor, to bring me back to life

I told the World one day I would pay it back
say it on tape, and lay it, record it
so that one day I could play it back
but I don’t even know if I believe it when I’m saying that
ya’ll starting to creep in, everyday its so grey and black
hope, I just need a ray of that
cause no one see’s my vision when I play it for ‘em
they just say its wack
they don’t know what dope is
and I don’t know if I was awake or asleep
when I wrote this,
all I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
you picked me up, breeding life in me
I owe my life to you
before the life of me, I dont see why you dont see like I do
but it just dawned on me you lost a son
see this light in you, it’s dark.
let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you
I dont think you realise what you mean to me
not the slightest clue
cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick
you gon either wanna fight me when I get off this fucking mic
or you gon hug me
but I’m not an option, theres nothing else I can do cause…

Im about to lose my mind,n you’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life

It hurts when I see you struggle, you come to me with ideas
you say there just pieces so I’m puzzled, cause the shit i hear is crazy
but your either getting lazy or you don’t believe in you no more
seems like your own opinions, not one you can form
cant make a decision you keep questioning yourself
second guessing and its almost like your begging for my help
like I’m your leader, your susposed to fucking be my mentor
I can endure no more, I demand you remember who you are
it was YOU, who believed in me
when everyone was telling you dont sign me
everyone at the fucking label, lets tell the truth
you risked your career for me, I know it as well as you
nobody wanted to fuck with the white boy
Dre, I’m crying in this booth
you saved my life, now maybe its my turn to save yours
but I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more
but I aint giving up faith and you aint giving up on me
get up Dre, I’m dying, I need you, come back for fuck’s sake

Im about to lose my mind, you’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life
bring me back to life
bring me back to life

(I need a doctor, doctor, to bring me back to life)

It literally feels like a lifetime ago
but I still remember the shit like it was just yesterday though
you walked in, yellow jump suit, whole room, cracked jokes
once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
went through friends, some of them I put on
but they just left, they said they was riding to the death
but where the fuck are they now
now that I need them, I dont see none of them
all I see is Slim
fuck all you fair-weather friends, all I need is him
fucking backstabbers
when the chips were down you just laughed at us
now you bout to feel the fucking wrath of aftermath, faggots
you gon see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the fuck we been?
you can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
little crack a jack beat making wack math,
backwards producers, Im back bastards
one more CD and then I’m packing up my bags and as I’m leaving
I’ll guarantee they scream Dre don’t leave us like that man cause…
 

I'm about to lose my mind, you’ve been gone for so long
I’m running out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor

to bring me back to life

(Eminem)

(50 Cents - Eminem - Dr. Dre)

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Lips of An Angel

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I know I wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

Honey why you calling me so late?

Hinder - Lips of An Angel

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Ten 2 Five - You

You..
you did it again

You did hurt my heart
I don't know how many times

Oh you..
I dont know what to say
you made me so desperately in love
and I know you let me down

you said you'd never lie again
you said this time would be so right
and then I found you were lyin' there
by his side

oh you..
you turn my whole life so blue
drowning me so deep
I just can't reach myself again
oh you..
succesfully tore my heart
now it's only pieces
oh nothing left but pieces of you

oohhh.. oh baby...

oh you..
you frustate me with this love
I've been trying to understand
you know I'm trying I'm trying
Oh you..
I dont know what to say
you made me so desperately in love
and I know you let me down

you said you'd never lie again
you said this time would be so right
and then I found you were lyin' there
by his side

oh you..
you turn my whole life so blue
drowning me so deep
I just can't reach myself again
oh you
succesfully tore my heart
now it's only pieces
oh nothing left but pieces of you
you turn my whole life so blue
drowning me so deep
I just can't reach myself again
oh you
succesfully tore my heart
now it's only pieces
oh nothing left but pieces.. of you

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So Sick - Ne Yo

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
'Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
'Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

It's ridiculous
It's been months
And for some reason I just
Can't get over us
And I'm stronger then this
Ain't no faith in her
Always walkin' 'round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Leave me alone
Stupid love songs
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
I'm turning off the radio

Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Yes, I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so done with love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Why can't I turn off the radio?

"mereka hanya ingin didengar, hanya ingin didengar. kemana kalian ketika mereka membutuhkan kalian. mereka hanya ingin didengar. hanya ingin didengar."

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Fear of Flying

I took a picture of a girl I once knew
I kept it here in case I'd run into you
The look on your face could light up a room 

but instead you left.

And now I'm sitting with my head on the dashboard 

push the seat back and close my eyes 

I had this dream that I was on an airplane 

afraid to fly.

So I tipped my head to the side and I whispered to this man that was in the isle 

I said "do you know how long it takes before we die?" 

and then I rolled awake.

Can you take me back to the person I used to be,

Back when you were there for me,

I know it seems like forever but do me this favor please

Way back when we were stupid,

n' held grudges just to help us sleep 

Oh my God, how ridiculous were we?

I stop your breathing every time I'm around girl 

your body's sweating and your hands start to shake 

I know you can't control your eyes 

but I know that your looks are fake

So tease me once and I swear i'll forget
How it feels when youve got nothing left
Well take it slow and only work at it sometimes 

oh yeah...

Can you take me back to the person I used to be,

Back when you were there for me,

I know it seems like forever but do me this favor please

Way back when we were stupid,

n' held grudges just to help us sleep 

Oh my God, how ridiculous were we?

I took a picture of a girl I once knew
I kept it here in case I'd run into you
The look on your face could light up a room 

but instead you left.

"i am sorry for being such an annoying man, R."

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Masih

rasa cinta yang dulu tlah hilang
kini berseri kembali
tlah kau coba lupakan dirinya
hapus cerita lalu

dan lihatlah
dirimu bagai bunga di musim semi
yang tersenyum
menatap indahnya dunia
yang seiring menyambut
jawaban segala gundahmu

walau badai menghadang
ingatlah ku kan selalu setia menjagamu
berdua kita lewati jalan yang berliku tajam

setiap waktu wajahmu yang lugu
selalu bayangi langkahku
telah lama kunanti dirimu
tempat ku kan berlabuh

cahya hatiku
yakinlah kekal abadi selamanya
seperti bintang
yang sinarnya terangi
seluruh ruang di jiwa
membawa kedamaian

resah yang kau rasakan
kan jadi bagian hidupku bersamamu
letakkanlah segala lara di pundakku ini

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Close To You

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon-dust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the boys in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

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Kemanakah?

Dirimu selalu
Taburkan cahaya di benakku dan kalbuku
Meskipun takdir tak hendaki kita 'tuk bersama
Namun ku masih menyayangmu, menantiku

Kemanakah cinta ini
Kupersembahkan tanpamu yang jujur
Mendampingiku
Ceriakanku di sebelah nafasku

Tiada jalan
Mampu satukan kasih kita seutuhnya
Atau manusia mungkin tiada pernah 'tuk mengerti
yang terjadi terhadap-Nya
di gariskan-Nya

Akankah cinta selalu ada
Tanpa pelukmu yang amat mesra
Temani tidurku
Bahagiakanku hingga akhir hidupku
Akankah cinta selalu ada
Tanpa cumbu yang halus lembut
Temani sadarkanku
Gairahkanku hingga ajal memanggilku

"there are always time when we have to say goodbye for person or people that we love. It can make us become stronger or weaker, depend on the way you face it. Farewell is just another starting points of another story of your life."

I could be the one you could depend on, could you hug as often as you want, could back you anytime you need me.

Since it was just my imagination.

Just where. and when.

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